Creativity Amuck

Been off my routine of waking and working
and been calmed down for a week or so,
Holidays have come and the new year is lurking
and I'm ready again to go, go, go.

I didn't realize how incredible some of my habits were, until I've been stuck at home with nothing to do really. I will miss school, greatly. The working from 9 am to ungodly hours of the night, and I will be in a normal scheduled routine. I start work at Fossil in a week and two days. I'm excited beyond all belief for this opportunity. I cannot wait till I am again able to use my creativity to solve other's problems. My personal projects just seem somewhat unmotivated and empty.

Why do I work this way? I may never know. I want to be busy non-stop, and have evil clients telling me what I did isn't what they want, and to fix it? I dunno, I guess it's a dirty job, but someone has to do it.

I thank my family, and everyone for all of the support over the past year. I pray that God will have me do his work wherever I go, and that what is has in store for me will only get better and better.

Anti-me

I'm a romantic, and slightly poetic
She said I am nothing and I'm pathetic
I refuse to accept that live alone
it's not my way, not my tone
I've got all this extra love to give
but being desperate is no way to live
So I wont be crawling
nor will I be falling
Back into old routines
of trusting you hurting
instead I'll be flirting
with the idea of opened eyes

Made this today.

New poem

I'm stacked high, and precariously balanced
I'm like a million grains of sand
I could be blown away or fall over
by just the touch of your hand.
Suspended in animation
I'll forever push forward,
no matter the consequences
or the strength of the chord.

the end.

It's funny how having a broken ankle makes you think a lot. The recovery time definitely helps too. I just don't think it coincidence of the people and relationships that have come and struggled because of this incident. I will treasure everyone and everything that has and will come into my life.

To those of you that may read this....thank you. To those of you that won't....thank you. To those that have cared less, or more, to those who feel I haven't been all I can or found me to be a better friend than you could ever be, know that life has a funny way of making it all happen for the strangest reasons.

Imogen Heap started me on a tear.

She tweeted this video this morning.

and since I've only been looking for videos that are all edits and came across thru-you.com as a result. Video flash editing is a wonderful invention.